I am not a huge fan or even a fan of Tyra Banks Show, but I do watch it. I don’t have a choice since everyday when I arrive home, while eating breakfast and turn on the tv, I couldn’t find good show to watch. So, what I’m doing is to watch Tyra’s show. I am not saying that I hate Tyra or the show, it’s just that I am not really into talk shows. But uhm, since it’s been days that I watch Tyra’s show, then maybe it’s now included in my daily routine.

Anyway, this morning, as I watched her show, I was really so into her topic. The show was about three women who have very very low self esteem. This happened when they got jealous of the persons whom they think are “more” than what they are. So, what Tyra did was to let these three women meet the person’s that they’ve been jealous of.

After that, Tyra lets the three “low self-esteem” women have their make-over while those other three women “envied” by them did have make-over, but this time making them ugly together with Tyra.  And then Tyra made an experiment letting her know what will happened if “envied” women will feel insecure or being dump by people around the streets. And yes, exactly they looked-up as if they are the ugliest women around the globe! People passing by tend to look back and you can see it through their eyes that they feel irritated and feel “uh-uh” to “envied” women. On the other hand, “low self-esteem” women who turned to be beautiful this time due to make over enjoyed their day!

Hmmm, i really feel sad to those “envied” women, since they really look sorry for themselves. Though it was just an experiment for the show, but then it feels irritating.  But at least those “low self-esteem” women were all happy for their make-over and hopefully they will maintain those looks for the rest of their lives.

I am not a pretty woman and for sure not ugly. I admit, there are women that I admire most, but I’m not the one who will really like to look like them. Ok yes, i would love to be in their shoes, but hey, this is me, I have my own self! I am proud of who I am, I know what is good and best for me. Being jealous to someone is not really a good idea. So, if i were them, why not fix their selves up? Why not dress well, put some make-up on (a powder and a lip gloss will do), smile and always look up! It’s a matter of self confidence and the way you carry your self.

I admit, that some time in my life, i felt so down. I’ve been hearing a lot of negative comments about me, physically and emotionally. What I always put in mind is that, I have my own life, I know what I’m doing, as long as i don’t push anybody down, then everything will be fine. It’s time to put away those insecurities in our lives and live the way it is.  I love my self! I love being me!

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