I’ve been thinking about having a new hair cut since December, but I was thinking, it’ll be good if I will have it on January. So I did. I finally had my new haircut. I never had a hairstyle like this one for years already and remember having it when I was still 15.

I love my new look!

This is the song that I’ve been playing for days already. I don’t mind listening to it the whole day long. This song speaks for what I am feeling right now.

Lie – David Cook

You whispered that you were getting tired
Got a look in your eye
Looks a lot like goodbye.
Hold on to your secrets tonight.
Don’t want to know i’m ok with this silence
It’s truth that i don’t want to hear

You’re hiding regret in your smile
There’s a storm in your eyes that’s been passing for awhile
Hold on to the past tense tonight
Don’t say a word
I’m ok with the quiet.
The truth is gonna change everything.

So lie to me and tell me that it’s gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we’ll make it through the night
I don’t mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye
Lie lie lie.

Lie lie lie.

I know that there’s no turning back.
If we put too much light on this we’ll see through all the cracks.
Let’s stay in the dark one more night.
Don’t want to know i’m ok with the silence.
It’s truth that i don’t want to hear.

So lie to me and tell me that it’s gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we’ll make it through the night
I don’t mind if you wait before you tear me apart
So look me in the eye
And lie lie lie.

Don’t want to believe in this ending
Let the cameras roll on
Keep pretending
Tomorrow’s all wrong if you walk away
Just stay

So lie to me and tell me that it’s gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we’ll make it through the night
I don’t mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye
And lie lie lie.

So lie to me and tell me that we’re gonna be ok
So lie to me and tell me that we’ll make it through the day
I don’t mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye
And lie lie lie.

I often say that I hate regrets. Who will love it anyway? But we can’t really deny the fact that in life we sometimes made wrong decisions. I do have too, but as far as I am concern I hate looking back at it. However, this time around i just want to share something.

There was a time, when I made a decision that I though was right. I let down a guy whom I thought would never make me happy and ended up choosing another guy that made me cry. Looking back I never gave him a chance to prove to me what he’s made of and what his plans may be. That was years ago. I never thought that time will lead me back to him and making me realized that I made the wrong decisions. I should have….chosen him instead. But it’s too late because he’s committed. Aw

But that’s life isn’t it? There’s always a reason for everything. If time permits…if only….

It’s a lesson learned and I know some of you can relate to that.

I need to move forward and live life the way it is. I know something’s right will come to me.

So I’ve been listening to David Cook’s album everyday. I almost memorize all of his songs! Hehe I have my favorites on his album too..hmm they are Comeback to me, Lie, I did it for you, Barbasol and Permanent. Well Permanent will be my most favorite I can say.

Basically the song is about a woman we was left by her boyfriend. And there’s this guy who promised to be there with her no matter what and will never leave her side.

In my own opinion, the song is about the people around us, whom we thought we knew and will never leave us behind but in the end they will leave you. And those people who are deceiving.  I’ve known most of those temporary people personally. I expected too much from them, it’s my mistake for trusting them so easily but life goes on. I don’t hold any grudges in them anyway.

This song is so dear to me and I would like to dedicate it to the people, my friends, who know me inside and out. Thanks for being the permanent friends and staying in my life permanently. I just hope you won’t change.