Unlike many of you, I didn’t grew up with my father by my side. He left for work abroad to sustain our daily needs and finance our studies, four of us. For 13 years, even if he is not here to see us grow nor guide us, he always check us out by calling or texting just to be updated with our lives.

His sacrifices is to us is huge. Sometimes I come to think so many things… What ifs and whys. But at the end of the day, it’s for us, he did it for us and it’s complicated.

Next year will be another chapter of my life. And everytime I tell him that “I am getting married next year!” and all he has to do is to keep quite for a while and say, “Do you really love him? Does he love you with all his heart”. And sometimes it sounds like he doesn’t want me to! Haha. Don’t worry Tatay I won’t let you down.

Yea I know, I understand, I am his only daughter. On my wedding, I’ll make sure he will be at my side walking down the isle. That scene is still in my imagination, and if that happens?….. PRICELESS and a wedding that will live a lifetime to me. Happy Father’s Day Tatay!

For weeks I’ve been thinking so deep and realizing so many things and even discovering the true meaning of friendship. I am not kind and will never be kind to a person I don’t like to be with. But there are a lot of people around me whom I considered friends and thought that they’re for keeps.

I know this is sound crazy but I have four classifications of friends (my own classification):
The almost friends, casual friends, the super friends and best friends.

Two months to go I’ll be turning 26. For my years of stay on earth I can say I am 90% complete with my life. Why not 100%? Well, I still have my plans and goals in life that I think I still need to achieve. One of those is to have my own family.

Being in a relationship status, well the bells will start ringing…definitely next year.

Isn’t it hard to believe that I will have to change my last name to his? ^_^

Anyway I know I am much excited, but there’s so much more plans to do on the next months. So I’ll get you stand by me.

Of course I am still waiting to meet my father again. It’s been so long… so much to wish for but hopefully next year. What’s a bride without a father with her walking down the isle? Right? I’m still counting the days.

On my 26th, I know it will be another year to celebrate. So sad that he can’t be with me, but my 25th year is the happiest year that I have.

I thank God for making my life so colorful and I’m wishing more to come on the succeeding birthdays!