Who would have thought that my baby dog Pochi has fear of heights and that he has Acrophobia? Yes it’s true. Pochi is afraid of height no matter how short the distance is, he won’t dare jump. My friend even envy me for Pochi having Acrophobia. She was like “I want my dog to have fear of heights too just like him.” haha and that made my ears wider.

I don’t know if that’s normal with dogs, but I don’t care…I love him more than anyone else.

I live in an obviously ordinary, simple, complicated and not so good life at this very moment. I am happy but that’s just what you see in me outside. I am good at faking emotions. I pretend a lot of times. I can pretend to be happy, even if deep inside of me is screaming and hurting.

Many people come and go into my life. I am so lucky that I have friends whom I can depend  the sorrows, hurts, problems and heartaches I have.  However, sometimes, the person, whom you trusted and thought that will be there when you need the most suddenly changed gears. I mean, if your friend is moving away from you without any idea of what his/her reason is. I’m saddened by what’s going on, but I know life goes on…it needs to move forward.

It’s funny that of all the people I rely on, I didn’t expect that you’ll change that much. Hell I care now! 

Life’s biggest challenge in me came out of nowhere without warning. My family…I love my family, they’re my wall that protects me in so many ways, they’re my greatest position in life. I can’t stand looking at any of my family members having so much worries on what the future may bring to us. Most especially to my Mother. I know how she’s feeling this time. I just keep on telling her, that I won’t give up on this so easily. We’ll never give up…We must find ways to survive.

God didn’t give this tough challenge in me without any reasons. He knows that I can get out of this situation and live life the way it is. I don’t blame Him…I just want Him to guide me and give me peace of mind. I guess, that’s what I need at this very moment.

I just had a high blood today..so maybe I need to go to sleep now and cool down. Hehe

Have a happy weekend everyone!

Bevs

Yes I am an addict of that product. I couldn’t remember when it started, for what I know, I am drinking 2-3 bottles of it a day. I feel good whenever I drink a bottle of it.

There’s no right or wrong way to drink Yakult.  But to make sure you get the maximum benefit from our little bottles, here’s a few helpful tips.
1. Have a bottle of Yakult a day

The bacteria in our bottles are ‘transient’, which means they only remain in your intestines for a limited time. They get the job done, then move on. A bottle a day helps your gut stay healthy in the long term.
2. Have Yakult with your breakfast

This isn’t essential, it’s just that many people find that drinking Yakult at the same time each day helps you stick to a daily routine. If you’d rather have it with your lunch or evening meal, that’s absolutely fine too.

3. It’s fine to have two Yakults

A bottle a day provides plenty of bacteria for a healthy person. Occasionally  you might want to drink two, to give your intestinal bacteria a real boost. Remember, Yakult is a food, so drinking more than one a day is fine.
4. Mix your probiotics with prebiotics

Prebiotics help to stimulate the growth of the existing good bacteria in your intestines. You’ll find them in foods like bananas, onions, leeks, asparagus, artichokes, as well as (to a lesser degree) in beans and pulses like chickpeas and lentils.
5. Do the other healthy stuff too

Of course, having a healthy gut isn’t just about drinking Yakult. To maintain good digestive health, you still need to do all the other normal healthy things. Like eating a sensible diet, exercising and drinking plenty of water.

I read some of the facts of Yakult and you can read it too here…

“Michael… I love you. I’ve loved you for nine years, I’ve just been too arrogant and scared to realize it, and… well, now I’m just scared. So, I realize this comes at a very inopportune time but I really have this gigantic favor to ask of you. Choose me. Marry me. Let me make you happy. Oh, that sounds like three favors, doesn’t it” ~ Julianne Potter

Have you watched the movie My Best Friend’s Wedding? Oh my this film is so classic, 11 years ago to be exact. I never had a chance to watch this movie for years until now. I just finished watching it, my tears are still teary I guess.

The story is so cute. It has a possibility to happen to anyone in reality.

So the story is all about two people, best friends, Julianne Potter (Julia Roberts) and Michael O’Neal (Dermot Mulroney). They’ve been best friends for 9 years and they swore that when they reach the age of 28 and if they have no one, then they will marry each other……Hang-up! I am not good in making reviews of movie, so don’t expect me to write anything about the movie in full details. Heck, I am not writing this for a review! Eventually,  Julianne and Michael, didn’t end up together. Julianne realized that Michael loves his fiance so much.

Okay, so the story is actually funny, a very entertaining film for me. I didn’t cry for the whole movie or even when the time that Julianne told Michael about how she feels, or even when Michael lets her down. What made me cry actually, was when Michael hugged Juliane and said ‘bye’ before leaving for a Honeymoon. OMG, my tears kept of falling! Haha I look like a fool, I just wish somebody saw me.

As I have said, this film has a possibility to happen to anyone in reality. I just don’t want this to happen to me (fingers crossed). I know this will be the most hurtful feelings a person could have. We can’t really predict what will happen in our lives, don’t we? Falling in love with someone you never expect that will come in your life, one day….finding out that you’re not meant for each other….he’s about to marry another person…etc.

I guess it’s true what Kimmy (Cameron Diaz) said “if you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just… Passes you by”. Only if you have the courage and willing to take the risk, then you’re free to say it…you know what I mean?

Btw, I really like the relationship of George and Julliane on the movie. George is gay and he’s fun!