We only have one life to live. It’s all up to us what to do and how to manage it. We do a lot of things everyday…we never care enough and sometimes we disregard its value. We only have two options, to do good or bad.

I am a happy person. I love my family, friends and my self. But I don’t know why there are people who want to let me down despite the good deeds that I have with them. I’m not a perfect individual I know, I can make mistakes, but all my life, I have never committed a thing that I know will hurt someone’s feeling that much. I hate it when somebody lies to me, fools me, ruin and crashes my personality. But when someone do that to me, I don’t do the same to them. I might sound hippocrate, but come on, I do that gossips and bad words, but never will I go and beat him or her up. Regardless, he or she wont start the fire. Lol

So, what am I up to? Karma…if you do good things, good things will happen to you — if you do bad things, bad things will happen to you.

Who ever did good things to me, happiness and success my come your way….and to those who did bad, goodluck and may you survive. ^_^

Here’s a video from Alicia Keys entitled Karma ….Enjoy!

I really hate rats! It’s so gross of them, especially those little ones. Well, I will not say this if they don’t come into my room and my closet. There are so many clothings that i had that they ruined. I was totally pissed off when i decided to have my own mouse trap.  Because i’m so desperate to catch even only one of them. ^_^

What I did was, to clean up my room. I spent hours cleaning it up, throw away the messes and keep everything in order. So, I had this mouse trap (my style!). I put a rat killer food in an aluminum (kinda) bowl and on each side, I put two fly papers. Yup a sticky paper use to trap flies. I then set that up on top of my cabinet, hoping that it will work.

One day later…

I was sleeping Yesterday when a thing under my feet moving woke me up. I thought it was nothing, but then i heard a tiny sound and I suddenly woke up. Then I saw the sticky paper on my bed sheet! And under that was a small mouse. And beside it, was a red rat killer food…So, my trap worked! I feel sorry for that mouse, but i really have to let him passed away, huhuhuhuhu… Sorry…….

Poor mouse…

This is the piece of mouse killer food that poor rat wanted. Unfortunately lead him to the trap.. ^_^

I am not a huge fan or even a fan of Tyra Banks Show, but I do watch it. I don’t have a choice since everyday when I arrive home, while eating breakfast and turn on the tv, I couldn’t find good show to watch. So, what I’m doing is to watch Tyra’s show. I am not saying that I hate Tyra or the show, it’s just that I am not really into talk shows. But uhm, since it’s been days that I watch Tyra’s show, then maybe it’s now included in my daily routine.

Anyway, this morning, as I watched her show, I was really so into her topic. The show was about three women who have very very low self esteem. This happened when they got jealous of the persons whom they think are “more” than what they are. So, what Tyra did was to let these three women meet the person’s that they’ve been jealous of.

After that, Tyra lets the three “low self-esteem” women have their make-over while those other three women “envied” by them did have make-over, but this time making them ugly together with Tyra.  And then Tyra made an experiment letting her know what will happened if “envied” women will feel insecure or being dump by people around the streets. And yes, exactly they looked-up as if they are the ugliest women around the globe! People passing by tend to look back and you can see it through their eyes that they feel irritated and feel “uh-uh” to “envied” women. On the other hand, “low self-esteem” women who turned to be beautiful this time due to make over enjoyed their day!

Hmmm, i really feel sad to those “envied” women, since they really look sorry for themselves. Though it was just an experiment for the show, but then it feels irritating.  But at least those “low self-esteem” women were all happy for their make-over and hopefully they will maintain those looks for the rest of their lives.

I am not a pretty woman and for sure not ugly. I admit, there are women that I admire most, but I’m not the one who will really like to look like them. Ok yes, i would love to be in their shoes, but hey, this is me, I have my own self! I am proud of who I am, I know what is good and best for me. Being jealous to someone is not really a good idea. So, if i were them, why not fix their selves up? Why not dress well, put some make-up on (a powder and a lip gloss will do), smile and always look up! It’s a matter of self confidence and the way you carry your self.

I admit, that some time in my life, i felt so down. I’ve been hearing a lot of negative comments about me, physically and emotionally. What I always put in mind is that, I have my own life, I know what I’m doing, as long as i don’t push anybody down, then everything will be fine. It’s time to put away those insecurities in our lives and live the way it is.  I love my self! I love being me!

Starlight star bright, wish i may wish i might…

So Christmas is coming! And I am now starting to welcome gifts! Haha!  Nah, I made here my wish list. Though I’m not expecting to receive any of it this Christmas, but at least I have those things listed that I’m hoping to have. I only hope that someone with great heart will read this..huhuhu

Anyway, so far I have 5 in my list. But it will never ends there..!!!
1. New Cellphone – not an iPhone but a Samsung D830. ^_^

2. Sneakers – Chuck Taylor Peacock

3. Girbaud Bag

4. New Shirts

5. New Perfume