We only have one life to live. It’s all up to us what to do and how to manage it. We do a lot of things everyday…we never care enough and sometimes we disregard its value. We only have two options, to do good or bad.

I am a happy person. I love my family, friends and my self. But I don’t know why there are people who want to let me down despite the good deeds that I have with them. I’m not a perfect individual I know, I can make mistakes, but all my life, I have never committed a thing that I know will hurt someone’s feeling that much. I hate it when somebody lies to me, fools me, ruin and crashes my personality. But when someone do that to me, I don’t do the same to them. I might sound hippocrate, but come on, I do that gossips and bad words, but never will I go and beat him or her up. Regardless, he or she wont start the fire. Lol

So, what am I up to? Karma…if you do good things, good things will happen to you — if you do bad things, bad things will happen to you.

Who ever did good things to me, happiness and success my come your way….and to those who did bad, goodluck and may you survive. ^_^

Here’s a video from Alicia Keys entitled Karma ….Enjoy!

I really hate rats! It’s so gross of them, especially those little ones. Well, I will not say this if they don’t come into my room and my closet. There are so many clothings that i had that they ruined. I was totally pissed off when i decided to have my own mouse trap.  Because i’m so desperate to catch even only one of them. ^_^

What I did was, to clean up my room. I spent hours cleaning it up, throw away the messes and keep everything in order. So, I had this mouse trap (my style!). I put a rat killer food in an aluminum (kinda) bowl and on each side, I put two fly papers. Yup a sticky paper use to trap flies. I then set that up on top of my cabinet, hoping that it will work.

One day later…

I was sleeping Yesterday when a thing under my feet moving woke me up. I thought it was nothing, but then i heard a tiny sound and I suddenly woke up. Then I saw the sticky paper on my bed sheet! And under that was a small mouse. And beside it, was a red rat killer food…So, my trap worked! I feel sorry for that mouse, but i really have to let him passed away, huhuhuhuhu… Sorry…….

Poor mouse…

This is the piece of mouse killer food that poor rat wanted. Unfortunately lead him to the trap.. ^_^

I am not a huge fan or even a fan of Tyra Banks Show, but I do watch it. I don’t have a choice since everyday when I arrive home, while eating breakfast and turn on the tv, I couldn’t find good show to watch. So, what I’m doing is to watch Tyra’s show. I am not saying that I hate Tyra or the show, it’s just that I am not really into talk shows. But uhm, since it’s been days that I watch Tyra’s show, then maybe it’s now included in my daily routine.

Anyway, this morning, as I watched her show, I was really so into her topic. The show was about three women who have very very low self esteem. This happened when they got jealous of the persons whom they think are “more” than what they are. So, what Tyra did was to let these three women meet the person’s that they’ve been jealous of.

After that, Tyra lets the three “low self-esteem” women have their make-over while those other three women “envied” by them did have make-over, but this time making them ugly together with Tyra.  And then Tyra made an experiment letting her know what will happened if “envied” women will feel insecure or being dump by people around the streets. And yes, exactly they looked-up as if they are the ugliest women around the globe! People passing by tend to look back and you can see it through their eyes that they feel irritated and feel “uh-uh” to “envied” women. On the other hand, “low self-esteem” women who turned to be beautiful this time due to make over enjoyed their day!

Hmmm, i really feel sad to those “envied” women, since they really look sorry for themselves. Though it was just an experiment for the show, but then it feels irritating.  But at least those “low self-esteem” women were all happy for their make-over and hopefully they will maintain those looks for the rest of their lives.

I am not a pretty woman and for sure not ugly. I admit, there are women that I admire most, but I’m not the one who will really like to look like them. Ok yes, i would love to be in their shoes, but hey, this is me, I have my own self! I am proud of who I am, I know what is good and best for me. Being jealous to someone is not really a good idea. So, if i were them, why not fix their selves up? Why not dress well, put some make-up on (a powder and a lip gloss will do), smile and always look up! It’s a matter of self confidence and the way you carry your self.

I admit, that some time in my life, i felt so down. I’ve been hearing a lot of negative comments about me, physically and emotionally. What I always put in mind is that, I have my own life, I know what I’m doing, as long as i don’t push anybody down, then everything will be fine. It’s time to put away those insecurities in our lives and live the way it is.  I love my self! I love being me!

Starlight star bright, wish i may wish i might…

So Christmas is coming! And I am now starting to welcome gifts! Haha!  Nah, I made here my wish list. Though I’m not expecting to receive any of it this Christmas, but at least I have those things listed that I’m hoping to have. I only hope that someone with great heart will read this..huhuhu

Anyway, so far I have 5 in my list. But it will never ends there..!!!
1. New Cellphone - not an iPhone but a Samsung D830. ^_^

2. Sneakers - Chuck Taylor Peacock

3. Girbaud Bag

4. New Shirts

5. New Perfume

It really annoys me everytime i see somebody that is close to me is going away. It hurts me so bad to miss them. My friend Sarah came home few weeks ago, but then she’ll leave on Thursday, once again because of her work. She’s working in Dubai by the way. She is just one of my friends whom i hate to see go. Just like seeing my friend Kharen go. Though yes, i’ve got nothing to do, but eerrrr missing them is so hard to do. Oh my, i remember friends of mine who left and work abroad of in Manila, my  best friends, brother and my father. You know the feeling of emptiness every time you miss them. During their birthdays and all you have to do is to greet them without even hugging or kissing them on their special days? So sad…

Christmas is coming and yet another year of their absence. I miss all of my friends whom i haven’t seen for a long time…I miss my tatay and I miss my brother. Hope to see all of you all.

I just wonder, if ever one day, I will work abroad for a year or even years, will my friends and family miss me the way i miss them? Hmmm..Sure they will. ^_^

Since I was young, I used to know Santa with his “ho, ho, ho” thing. As a kid, when I hear that, the smile is all over my face. I’m sure I want to see that to my nieces and nephews.

But there’s this news from Australia that errrrrr..trying to stop Santa for saying “Ho, Ho, Ho”!?!

Santas in Australia’s largest city have been told not to use Father Christmas’s traditional “ho ho ho” greeting because it may be offensive to women, it was reported Thursday.

Sydney’s Santa Clauses have instead been instructed to say “ha ha ha” instead, the Daily Telegraph reported.

One disgruntled Santa told the newspaper a recruitment firm warned him not to use “ho ho ho” because it could frighten children and was too close to “ho”, a US slang term for prostitute.

“Gimme a break,” said Julie Gale, who runs the campaign against sexualising children called Kids Free 2B Kids.

“We are talking about little kids who do not understand that “ho, ho, ho” has any other connotation and nor should they,” she told the Telegraph.

“Leave Santa alone.”

A local spokesman for the US-based Westaff recruitment firm said it was “misleading” to say the company had banned Santa’s traditional greeting and it was being left up to the discretion of the individual Santa himself.

Right! Just leave him alone! OK?

I don’t own so many perfumes in my possession. I don’t buy any for they are too expensive to me.

But I do love to feel fresh. I always want to smell sweet and fresh all day. Well, I guess that’s the reasons why many of my love ones gave gifts to me and those could have been perfumes/colognes. I don’t really appreciate strong scents fragrances. I always wanted perfumes that are of mild scents. So far, I all like what they’ve given me.

So what are these perfumes that I’m talking about? Ooopsss, take note I didn’t buy any of them they are all presents from people that are close to me.

This Tommy True Star (Beyonce’s Fragrance) was given to me by my cousin who is working abroad. It was his present to me when he came home last year. It has a very sweet scent I’ll tell you, seems like it’s yummy to eat! hehe

I am not an avid fan of Paris Hilton, but I like her. I guess that’s the reason why somebody close to my heart gave this to me. I never used this one since I received it. I just like to look at it and smell it’s scent from it’s cap. lol I just want this to last long. I might use this very often or in a very special occasion. And oh, the smell is super sweet! Love it!

Who hates Victoria’s Secret? I’m one of those women who admire Victoria’s Secret fragrances. This one, Sweet Temptation was given to me by my father.The scent is very very fragrant.

These assorted Victoria’s Secret perfumes were all given by my loving brother. ^_^

This one is Yardley’s Lavender perfume. Given to me by my father. This one is the oldest perfume that I ever had, I guess it’s with me since 2001. It has a sweet Lavender scent. The other one is Innoxa brand perfume (Australian brand i think).

This Baby Doll perfume was also given to me by my father. I lost its cap! Grrr.. Just love this one. Really lasts long.